The problem I'm having is that it actually is a problem. I HATE the shots and this makes me feel like a big whiney baby. I have wanted another child and have been through so much to this point that I would've thought I'd be singing my way to the shots....not so....hence the guilt.
This all brings me back to a truth I've known and forgotten a number of times.....you can see a blessing in every cross or a cross in every blessing. So, it's time to stop whining (most of it has been in my head, but still) and buck up. I offer my shots up for all those who are trying to conceive....this makes it a little more bearable and hopefully sends palpable grace to those who have been struggling with low fertility.
So, this week, I'm going to focus on being grateful for shots that will make this baby strong and healthy. I will visualize this baby growing and thriving with every shot I get. This is my shot (haha) at having another child and I will consciously practice gratitude. God didn't promise easy times....He promised to be there in the rough times.
We are starting to celebrate in our house. This last weekend, we went to dinner to celebrate the advent of a new addition.
|7 weeks pregnat|
|Out to dinner|
|A fancy drink|
|Our silly dog|
In other good news, my husband received a job offer yesterday. He will be starting his first sales position November 1st. After the first few months, it becomes entirely commission-based, so we shall see.....just one more step along this crazy path of life.